Sunday, June 10, 2007
&oops. I randomize and scribbled again-
Emotionless
I was supposed to update about my Genting trip in this entry but I just do not have the mood to do so. Well particularly for a few reasons and I also didn't take many pictures during the trip.
Results were out several days ago and I do not know what to say. Yes I was disappointed, not over my results but rather the effort I put in to get such a result. Yes I admit that I did not do my best and accept the harsh reality. I do not believe in crying over spilled milk as it won't get me anywhere. However it sort of jolted me a bit and made me realise what my actual goals are. Maybe I just need a "fall" to wake myself out from my dream.
I just wonder does is it always have to be when things start to happen then do people regret and change? For the majority I will say it tends to make us to become a better person. Only when people experience the pain or loss of something then do they realise their folly. Yes it could have been painful and difficult to forget but to be able to learn from your mistake and go all out and face reality to overcome the challenges is really the definition of the "never say die" attitude. However there are still people who will never learn their lessons. Hopefully they are able to see the light before it is too late.
I would like to thank all my friends who comforted me for the past few days. Don't worry I will be fine. A little failure wont daunt my spirit. If only I could say that for relationships... haiz.
doodling is done at;
- 6/10/2007 11:24:00 PM
